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Friday, December 05, 2008

And so.. it's like 6more days till army.
so little time yet so many more things needed to do.

the fear:
they all say life's gonna change during army
they all say time's too limited during army
they all say everything's gonna be inflexible during army
they all say you'll feel inferior during army cause you've got nothing
they all say..

Heck, but I'll be holding on, staying strong and hold on to the little wish i made upon the falling star.

When I'm down, all i can do is turn to the happy memories, when I'm sick all i can do is face the ceiling.

- But when you're down, all i can do is pray and hope the angels will guide and shine upon your darkest hour as the guardian angel is locked down
- When you're sick, all i can do is feel handicapped as I'm always the one taking care of you
- When you're alone, all i can do is wish that i had a pair of wings and stay by you, as I'm always there for you
- When you're stressed, all i can hope for is a magical baby laughter of a passerby's to brighten your day as I'm always the little clown for you
- When you're worried, all i can do is to stay strong and to take care of myself

I finally knew what kept me going on so far till today, i finally knew what happiness is all about:

1) It's when i plan for a simple day and coordinating every single detail to make our anniversary the best day of your life
2) It's when i walk into a flower shop having the thought in mind that the bouquet is gonna make your day
3) It's when i wait patiently downstairs a office building for the most beautiful lady just to complete her day
4) It's when i walk about in circles or get lost trying to make sure i get things done for the person i treasure the most
5) It's when i think about you every night before i get to sleep, trying to make sure i dream of you even in my sleep
6) It's when you fall asleep in my arms
7) It's when you cry over my shoulders for the first time that made me realized i was the pillar that's gonna support you for life
8) It's when i start thanking god for bringing you to me
9) It's when i give in and accommodate everything to make your day smooth and perfect
10) It's when i neglect myself and give up my wants/desire just to see you smile

AND

11) It's when i finally see a smile on your face, i realized it means more than anything

With that little dream of ours, I'll stand firm and strong to defend and fight for our goals and the house we're gonna build.

It's time my baby has her own personal space and time to enjoy, relax and catch up with old timers.

They all say people change, some beg to differ. But the fact is everyone's gonna change be it environmental forces or the growing up stage. Then again, living in self-denial, i pray for time to slow down, least i know everything's gonna be the same. With that in mind, i'll be living in a contradiction as the days out in the field/camp are gonna be slow paced because life's gonna be different without you and never the same as before.

If there's one more thing i can do, it'll be to spend my life watching over you and to tell you how much i love you each and everyday.

Be patient, for i know that 2yrs down the road my heart, my mind and my soul will still be loving you, and even more.

For the little dream of mine wanting to wake up every morning opening my eyes and seeing you right by my side... I'll be holding on.

p/s: i love you
p/p/s: stay strong and patient for me.

Alright, a post to soothe the mood. Although i find quite a number of them are true and VERY TRUE, some of them are false too!

61 things girls don't know about guys
1.
Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 5 guys..you're a HOE)
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3... Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
11. Guys get jealous easily.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything.
24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me.
"
37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
*51. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.
(so true)
52. We don't like girls who are too skinny. <--- BABY YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO HAHAHA
53. We love it when girls talk about there boobs. <---- Honestly, which guy doesn't =p
54. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....
55. Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...
56.
When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually <--- I'm not too sure about this but most probably yes
57. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..
58. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...
59. Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.
60. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
61. The guy whom you can go to with anything, is the guy who loves you more than any other ever could. He'd do anything to be with you, and will always love you. When he sees you cry he wishes he could change the stars to make you happy. He would go to the end of the world for you and loves you deeply.

Bold Red = So true
Red = True
Green = Not that sure, most probably true! *Judge yourself*
Blue = It depends

Jovi back to the past 5:32 AM