My dearest elder sis celebrated my birthday for me at a ktv pub called dungeon, at maxwell there. Nice birthday celebrations man, i opened one bottle, and didn't know they opened another so so fast lol when i quite high ahhaha. Thanks for coming guys, Alex, Jason, David, Maverick, Cyndi, Faith, Bro, Sis =) When Sophia knew it was 18th birthday, she didn't believe it -_- lol gawd i look so old ah hahahha! Nice waitress there!
Then 1/2 way through, Jason asked me to toilet there and talk abit, when we came out, all of them surprised me with a mango birthday cake! DAMN TOUCHING MAN, my sis gave me that cake, and was my favourite flavour. Thanks for the efforts sis! After eating the cake, Brenda appeared with a Lamborgini and a tower beer, don't know what you call that lol. Anyway, first time trying flaming larmborgini after that the kick came and after the beer, it was heaven LOL. Then some drinkings and i was lying on the sofa LOL. damn weak!! -_-||
17/06 - Saturday
Celebrated my birthday at dis-cussion. Darling jO's pub. Had lots of fun too except that after afew drinks i felt damn bloody cold and don't know why lol. So i avoided most drinks LOL> hahahaha =X Sky and Jervis bought me a nice gift, guess what. A bottle of Chivas -_- and i kept it at home haha. Jason bought me a bottle of Jim Bean. Damn i love these bottles, thanks alot guys. Overall i enjoyed my birthday! Finally 18 hahha =p
And i'm excited to go bintan again this thursday, can play my "go-kart" again xD My mum, younger sis, elder sis and bro in law sent me the birthday msg at the same time, sweet of them hahha. And i received mass birthday sms, didnt get to reply all, coz was quite drunk at the start lol. Thanks alot guys, i love you all!
<3 LOVES.
Jovi back to the past 5:42 PM
Friday, June 16, 2006
2 days to my birthday.. Ville666 celebrated my birthday for me once and was the happiest birthday of all. All at my house drinking, mahjong, playing cards, slacking and chatting about everything.
Man i missed those days. Really miss the company of ville666. Today my elder sis will help me celebrate with some good buddies out there, hope i'll enjoy myself bah. Then tmr will just go dc with some good frenz and drink heh.
Don't know why recently i'm not enjoying myself and haven't been smiling at all. I haven't really get to be happy no matter what i do, and i am just stuck at home for days i guess.
sigh nvm. hope it'll be a nice birthday afterall. i wish.
Jovi back to the past 12:45 PM
Monday, June 05, 2006
Is all about letting your beloved one to do what she likes or to do what she wants.
I took so long to understand what love is all about. It's already till the extent that i've been letting go and not trying to pull it back. I've been encouraging everytime, and tho it's bleeding inside of me everytime i have to encourage what she wants to do, but in the end when i see a smile; i smile too.
Caring and encouraging has been my habit for very long, and i just didn't realised it until i let it out and all my feelings out at once. After letting it out, i regretted. It isn't as normal as before and i don't been to be able to care/encourge/ or even to ask about her and ask about whats happening to her like before. Everything seems not normal at all.
Your smile is the only thing i can motivate myself for moving on from now. As long as i see the smile from your heart, i know everything i do is worth it. Worth it for me to bury my feelings deep within me and never to let it out again, and move on. We're still gonna be like before?
I have to seriously try to smile more from now on. I haven't been smiling for damn long, and received so many comments that i should smile more. Thats the way i should live from now onwards.
I'll daydream while closing my eyes thinking that there will be a day someone will replace you and not to think of you.
Jovi back to the past 4:09 AM
Friday, June 02, 2006
After not sleeping for 27hrs or so, my sister dragged me up from bed and got me to a ktv pub at club street. Dungeon, Jasmine is working there now most of the nights now after her spa i guess. Hmm was quite some fun yesterday except that i was mostly playing my pool lol. Killing noobs or getting killed like a noob? i guess i was slaughtered like a noob in the start LOL. They were playing some slapping game -.-
I sang only one song. " Lian ai pin lu " with jasmine then carried on playing pool all the way lol. After that we met up with mummy at geylang lorong 17 to eat our dim sum with younger sis, was around 2am i guess, had alot of food and we went home. Younger sis going off to malaysia with her school, so she requested to eat supper together. Enjoy the trip meimei =D
Guess nothing much ler, i think my monitor is getting distorted by don't know what, it'll just go mad suddenly and i'll just blame it on the fucked up neighbour that keeps drilling holes. zzzzz mad fucker keep drilling when i'm sleeping so soundly.
Jovi back to the past 11:47 AM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
i stayed up awake the whole night finding informations and reviews about restaurents and places where there's nice food and ambience. Scouted for the whole night and found one. was kinda excited whether my plans will make a person happy and went round asking and asking for suggestions on places.
Planned about stuffs and had in mind where to go etc, but cancelled in the end i guess.
Disappointed will be the word to describe it. There was once like that the other time back then, and was worried what was going on, but this time should be different i guess.
Never mind, it's all me. heh.
guess this post will stop here. back soon.
Jovi back to the past 6:30 PM
I carry your heart with me I carry it in my heart I'm never without it anywhere i go, you go, my dear and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling I fear no fate, for you are my fate; my sweet I want no world, for beautiful you are my world, my true here's the deepest secret no-one knows; here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of the tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope, or mind can hide Is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart I carry your heart I carry it in my heart.
Jovi back to the past 9:23 AM
Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
who holds your hand in front of his friends.
wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."
Jovi back to the past 6:18 AM
i guess i'm happy in every stuffs i'm doing.
In the LONG RUN, i'll sure be happy for everyone and for all, but deep down for now, i'm crying inside. let the tears flow within my blood and never fall off my cheeks pls. i'm bleeding inside all over now, god i need someone to stop it and i've got no1 to fall back on but to be strong and move on, i still have to support/encourage and i cannot fall. i will never fall.
i'll be the one to stop my own tears from flowing inside of me, and to stop the bleeding myself.
sigh.
Jovi back to the past 5:20 AM
This is ME
+Jovi Ang+
+19+
+18061988+
+(University Of Newcastle)+
+Bachelor in Business Management & Marketing+
