Monday, July 03, 2006
Guess it's been long since i ever blog.
Everytime i blog, it'll be about unhappiness events that will motivate me to blog and write out my thoughts. This is how i vent out my worries and frustrations.
Everything isn't going so well for me, and my biggest worry will be my mother. She's admitting and staying in the hospital tomorrow regarding her heart problem. Her heart has been weak since long ago and she just couldn't fork out time to see a doctor. Now she's like having breathing difficulty due to irregular heart beat.
If anything were to happen to her, i wouldn't have the strength to carry on man. Tho i rarely pray, or believe in god, but for once i'm gonna hope she'll get well soon. Guess she's been worrying and fighting hard for her business to thrive over years, and this time is the time she'll have time to rest and recover. Why isn't there anyone capable enough to help my mum run the business and help her with her work man. Damn it. To think that i still always mention that i will want to work elsewhere rather than her company, but now if i'm capable enough, i will fight for her business and share her worries, and to defend her shares, not for me, but for the effort she has put in for all these years.
No-one i can actually talk to. sigh.
"sigh" is how i can express myself now. :(
Jovi back to the past 2:19 AM
