Monday, April 24, 2006
I just don't feel like myself for the past few days.
Things are happening and at a speed that i couldn't take it. Argh, i didn't like blogging about my feelings, as i always feel that it'll bore readers to death, but this time i really can take it no more.
Been like clubbing at double'o at thursday, friday and went to town on saturday at like 1am?
So to recap, thursday was fun with my classmates especially my brothers Daniel, Gab and Joseph =D
Thanks guys for taking care of me when i was like drunk -_-
Friday? man, i feel lost and confused after that day. sucks for me, and i'm really so confused now. Damn it, i really feel like hiding up all my feelings and my thoughts in a closet and bomb it away. Sigh.
Am i wrong to start all these or am i a plain sucker that digs his way through and court for trouble? Really tired and i'm still facing my major and most troublesome paper that's maths paper on thursday. ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!
THIS SUCKS TO THE CORE AND GETTING STUCK IN A CONTRADICTION IS AS GOOD AS SCREWING UP EVERY PART OF ME. URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
Jovi back to the past 8:30 AM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Ok, this post is for 17/04/2006. till now.
Lets start with monday,
Had Economics II paper, and i was the first to finish the paper in 1 and 1/2 hr lOL when the paper is given 3hrs time grace. It was okay, didn't actually aimed for A, was just wanting it to pass and get on to another subject as soon as i can. After it ended, it started pouring so i went to 8th level to get my project, guess what, 22/30 for my english report analysis. Zzz.
Well, been like 2days since i talk to her, so headed down to qy's place and met her there, and head to her house after that. As usual, we talked alot and i started to irritate her =p
Stayed overnight and was really darn tired cause been mugging through the night previously!
Urgh, when can this exam end. 27/04. Still counting the days and mugging through the week =/ .
18/04/2006
Got back home by cab, saw a dvd in mum's room Ong Bak, that old show, but haven't really watched it, so played it and enjoyed the 1hour plus of Muai Thai Fight. OMG it's like so dangerous to fight with someone like that, and i just wanna learn it to wallop some asses that irritates me -__-
LOL joking =D, don't forget that i'm like quite nice.
So its like 1day + free but i haven't study for my accounts paper on thursday? WTF? where's my self-discipline. zzzzzzzz
Read darling jO's blog, i she's like so fortunate to have so many guys treating her so well. SAD LA, am i included to be 1? IF NOT I /block /offline when i see you in MSN. HAHAH =X joking =p
So we can actually start planning for our overseas trip ok? Whereever you wanna go, we'll be going together, darling marilyn,jOvi,jOanna enjoying together! NO RIDES PLS. LOL shhhhhhh. don't leak that secret about rides i told you on mSN =X
You'll better be free after my exams, and we'll resume clubbing again =X DRINKS? NO BEER. JUST PURE LIQUOR. ! hahaha =)
thats all about it.
all the best for my mates taking the exams (tho like no1 from there sees this, but heck just wanna wish them with some luck)
donE! and i should be either sleeping soon or STUDY!
Jovi back to the past 3:19 AM
Friday, April 14, 2006
Just spent a night in hebe's house, thinking over things and feeling rather unsual and just "not-myself" mood.
Bro gab asked me to head down to double'o to join him to party since friday is a good friday holiday, but i turned him down as promised that i'll accompany her for the day. Have to really stop clubbing and going out from sat onwards and concentrate on studies.
So today, i'm kinda in a dilema, as a friend of mine has been asking me out since 3weeks again and i was always busy. But yesterday i told her that i'll be free today. Just then, when i got online, another friend of mine msged me "It's my birthday today, and wanna go rush?"
Now, i'm like stuck between 3 choices LOL. Either to go rush, double'o or to stay at home -__-
Man, been feeling alot of pressure and stress these days, not sure whether it's exam stress or what. Might been thinking too much, but i just couldn't relax myself and sleep properly. It's hard for me to choose between friends and sometimes hard for me to like go for 2 groups or ask them to mix together and chill out. So, i often have to choose 1 group or an individual over another. urgh, i hate this man.
This sucks.
And it always happen, just when you need a friend or company, you'll tend to get a cold shoulder from friends. But when you need to be alone or to handle stress, different groups will approach you -_-.
Better off dead. =/
Jovi back to the past 6:18 PM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
4am in the morning and i'm already starting to design my blog LOL..
Thanks to jOanna! for helping me with this blog over here, tho the design is lacking alot, but hey, its been 3yrs since i've blogged again!
So, i'm left with this crappy tag board that keeps giving me errors. zzzzzz
so far, i have no problems with my relationship, but i am having BIG problem with my studies!
I'm not studying, and i cannot find my motivation. ZZZzzzz
Exams round the corner, and i really have to buck up soon..!
Jovi back to the past 5:38 AM
Monday, April 10, 2006
BLOG up! :))
Jovi back to the past 3:31 AM
