Welcome to -jOvi's version A world of my own.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

sometimes.. i just wanna tell you how much i love you.

it's like when i first see you everytime, all i wish is to hug you and say how much i missed you.
because you're just too important.

i realised at times i always skip letting you what i'm doing and what i will not be doing, i did not realise the importance, but now i do and i will. the feeling i have now, i just can't wait to see you smile at me again.

in days time, you'll realise the reasons and the unspoken explanations. all i hope for is you to trust me totally. having to meet all my loved ones, important friends and family, you're so dear to me and i'm glad to have you as part of my life.

bintan bintan. a place where we'll have our own world.

p/s: i love you, and i always do.

Jovi back to the past 11:13 PM

Monday, April 14, 2008

Fell in love.

these few verse seems so true.
and i never knew that i could feel this way.

Storm clouds may gather
and stars may collide
but I love you until
the end of time..

Never knew I could feel like this
like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
every day I love more and more

Jovi back to the past 8:49 AM

Thursday, April 10, 2008

I'm feeling weak all of a sudden, mentally & emotionally.
i might not be able to give anything now, and i'm in need of attention this period i guess. i might not be able to go out and i'm stuck at home. gawd.. =[

exams coming up round the corner, but still feeling weak and jittery.
i don't need motivation, i need support and i need company.

I think i need more sweetness and TLC.
i don't know why, but i just miss my baby. i feel lonely all of a sudden, i miss her combing my hair with her hands, i miss her hugs to sleep. i miss her scent, i miss her everything.

i miss you.

been doing too much work (although i head out too, but honestly it's been a tough semester with 2000words reports and essays to be handed in like almost every week?)

most of us had been emo-ing, i guess it's because we're too busy with school work and we neglected our own needs and what we need emotionally and mentally. when we finally handed in all our work. i start to feel tired and weak, real weak.

ok, sorry for typing out this girly post. but i guess guys needs attention, to be pampered and many other things too right? once in a while yes.

and one by one in the clique is emo-ing =[

HEAL ME! i don't need to go out in a big group, i don't need to laugh the whole day, i don't need a very exciting day. i need quiet time, i need lovely and sweet moments that we'll spend time together. your smile is everything baby.

sometimes what guys want is to have their dearest by their side, and enjoy our quiet time. as much as i need my baby by my side.

sorry for emo-ing =[

alright, my friend said that i'm just tired of school work, and i'm emoing and weak.

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caught a movie lately with best friends, and it hit me real hard.

till my dying time, will it be a promise?

loving you till the end of time.

Jovi back to the past 11:02 PM

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Nice song.

Mad World by Gary Jules

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... world
Enlarging your world
Mad world

Jovi back to the past 4:26 PM

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Food for thought

Everyone wants this, everyone wants that, but if it's only one party sparing a thought or think in the shoes for another, what will happen to the other half? There's no perfection, but it's up to us to make it better and a better future. It has to be mutual.

We all need the same thing too. the thing that everyone yearns for. boys and girls, guys and women all want the same thing. and that is other party, friends and family has to do things that you want. instead of making them think and spare a thought for yourself. it has to be mutual.
We have to constantly remember that the world does not only consist of only you as an individual, but there's so many millions more around us.

Other than thinking about what you want, expecting what you need and receiving what you wanted, and what you always get, reduce your pace, stop and check on the other person whether he/she gets what they want or spare a thought for them.

It cannot always be about yourself, or one person. start writing a story for both (:

As a boyfriend, it should not be just what i expect of a girlfriend, it should include 'how will my girlfriend feel, or what can i do for my girlfriend.'
As a girlfriend, it should not be just what i expect of a boyfriend, it should include 'how will my boyfriend feel, or what can i do for my boyfriend.'
As a friend, it should not be what i want, and it should also be what they want
As a family/parent/child, it should not be what you always get, instead it should be do what will make them happier.

- checklist

*have you guys done so?

Start sparing a thought for the other party, friends, girlfriends, boyfriends, family and everyone around you. Start thinking for them with thoughts such as "will he/she likes it?" rather than just "i don't like this".

Constantly do the checklist and understand how people around you will feel.

Make this a better place (:

Jovi back to the past 4:30 PM

Saturday, April 05, 2008

HI EVERYBODY!

lol.

Updates, been doing nothing new. Just projects, normal outings and clubbing sessions once in a while i guess. Exams, just round the corner in around 2-3weeks time. After the 25th, i'll be FREE!

but only for a week =p

Holidays... will be a tight schedule because i'm finally going on a trip with baby. Somewhere near and relaxing. Bintan! =D
It'll be our first trip and i'm arleady looking forward to it =p

Went out recently and caught like afew movies, mostly with my dearest lol.

Guess what? JOVI CAN COOK! baby can testify for it, since she tasted my food. i guess it still taste quite good right, since you graded me 8/10 lol.

sorry that i didn't manage to message you when i woke up, as i was really running late and in a rush to try and meet my friends at the arranged timing. but still, i was like 45mins late lol.

pictures pictures!

I like the the way it's taken =p

My tongue is still longer la =D

Same post, but she's the main role here =D

The love we share (:

That's all folks.

my baby is LOVE <3

Jovi back to the past 5:22 AM

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Hi BABY! Cl=

my dearest babyboy is cooking chicken chop for me
& forbids me into the kitchen )=
*think he's afraid i'm gonna steal his recipe!!
im the most fortunate GF. HAHA.

i love my boyfriend.
n u're mine forever. MUAHAHAHA.

invader bunny tang signing out.

Jovi back to the past 12:08 AM