Thursday, August 21, 2008
when you're old..What distinguishes your lover's companionship and other companions?
What do you do when you're all old and weak, tired and sick of old happenings since you've already been through everything and nothing you do is new, wherever you go is familiar and everything you see is the same old thing. what lies there when there are no more butterflies in your stomach, and what brings the term 'till death do us part?"
Ever tried answering all these questions?
Finally in 3years, i have some free time for myself and think about what i want to do. finally i have my personal space to start pampering myself, lazing around, sleeping till late and for the first time, i ain't worrying about classes the next day. oh heck, i'll just limit my free days for afew weeks more.
You know what distinguishes an overseas university student studying in your home country?
YOU GET NO HOLIDAYS, YOU HAVE THE MOST 1 WEEK BREAK BETWEEN SEMESTERS OR AFTER EVERY MAJOR EXAMINATION WHEN OTHERS GET UP TO A MONTH OF HOLIDAY AND GUESS WHAT, THOSE HOLIDAYS YOU HAVE USUALLY ARE THE EXAM/WORKING PERIOD OF OTHERS. SO INSTEAD OF HAVING "HOLIDAYS", YOU PROBABLY END UP ALONE! WHEN PEOPLE ARE HAVING THEIR PUBLIC HOLIDAYS, I WOULD PROBABLY BE STUDYING.
Now, i guess only my classmates will understand how carefree we feel now. Meeting people anytime we want, doing anything we feel like and worry the least for classes the next day. I think i deserve some time OFF.
Now, i'm gonna dedicate my time to write up my little secret :)
Jovi back to the past 6:14 AM
