Friday, November 09, 2007
Looking at these. where's the thing that we shared, the common thing we had. The vibe everyone was envious, and the little things we told one another.
On my birthday
Perhaps i sucked real bad, and perhaps i had my priorities. It's always wrong. sigh.
After movie at vivo city, pacifier.
Notice both were taken before my Australia trip, before the quarrels and miscommunication and the spite i got. What was it that caused it to drift. i guess it was me, that pulled back. what was it that made me this way. what was it that made me treat the guy friends so well.
I went through the pictures and i realized i wanted to see more, more, and more. But it wasn't there. Things doesn't last, the picture does. It captures everything with it, the mood and the feelings.
Maybe i wasn't perfect.
You always wanted a smile, i did my first and best when the mouth was injured.
The first time i felt joy during the birthday, when you were lost and trying to find your way to look for me.
Whenever you look at them, you feel it.
I wanted badly for the time to be still. Where it all started, where we're looking for one another in zouk. Where we could joke about everything, when we only had each other.
I don't want anything more, I'm trying to grab the memories by myself when I'm alone, hoping that one day, I would dream of being back there.
back there.
"You're always with food" - How it all started.
"Quarrels" - How concerned we are towards one another.
"Australia" - How much I'm dying to clear the miscommunication.
"Back to Singapore" - How it all started to change.
Jovi back to the past 3:25 AM
