Wednesday, April 25, 2007
exams exams exams! 3 more days till i'm outta hell =p
marketing paper and ebusiness paper down, left law and management account, my 2 weakest subject -_-||
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, i hope i can pass these 2 =p
i realised i've been a happier bird these few days lol, didn't think about all the things now, and i'm relaxed lol.
and guess what. i cutted down smoking from 1 packet of cigarettes a day or maybe more to left than 3sticks a day? In 3days and i achieved it lol, but now i'm like feeling sick, feeling uncomfortable, feeling uneasy lah.
guess i will go back to smoking once again zz =/
determination not there yet. maybe some other time lol.
Jovi back to the past 12:43 AM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
I can't erase what ever that happened, i know it's my fault for all. I blame on the drinks that made me totally gone and didn't know what happened after. And you saw everything that happened. I didn't even know you were there, i cannot push the blame on the drinks.
I can only blame it on why didn't i control with the drinkings. I'm sorry.
If there's a chance, i'll make things better. You say there are lotsa of girls around me, but all are friends and treating me just like a little brother. You know i didn't flirt around right. It's only what happened that night that made me lost everything of you and it wasn't what i wanted, i swear.
But it's useless sigh. all i can is to blog how i feel. there's never enough time for me to clear things out. I'm disappointed too, but i didn't regret knowing you. Even if it brought me much disappointment and faults that lies with me. At least i knew for once what i wanted. There's one more chance, i'll still know you, and this time i know what i'll do. I haven't chased a girl b4 after 2yrs, till now. You wouldn't believe, but it's true that i didn't take initiative for so long. But it makes me want to hide myself away again. And all i know is that i learnt something this time the hard and painful way.
buries everything, if ever i could.
Jovi back to the past 3:43 AM
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
i'm like damn guilty lah, i feasted on alot of food recently in the mid-night somemore =p
noodles, seaweed chicken, bacon, ham, scramble eggs. lol
and wait, i had honey drink, and 1 big ORANGE =p! my favourite of all time =D
all cooked by me =p and yes i enjoyed my own cooking ahhaha. cook for an hour and i feasted it within 15mins -_-?
lOL guess too hungry these days.
and i've done up my evolution photos -_- damn it. it created so much laughters -.-
hmm,
my pictures with my adorable yet playful family lol.
they dragged me to neo print -.- my first time in that machine and all. was rather fun tho hahaha. i wouldn't mind going into it again =p so if someone wanna drag me to a machine to take pics, feel free =D
some pictures below. My 2 sisters, bro-in-law, mum and ME! <3
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Jovi back to the past 8:52 PM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
do all good things come to an end.
people seem to misunderstand me, the way i speak seems to have some problems.
and i miss you. you may not get to read this, but i do miss you.
too little, too late for me to say it all.
to you, it seems that i lost everything at once. sigh.
i don't really know what you want. but i do know what i really want. words are useless, but actions aren't allowed, when there isn't chances given
Jovi back to the past 3:20 AM
do all good things come to an end.
people seem to misunderstand me, the way i speak seems to have some problems.
and i miss you.
Jovi back to the past 3:20 AM
