Monday, May 22, 2006
I failed as a son. I failed as a student, i failed as a human.
If my Maths I resit paper is going to fail, i'll have to re-module the maths I before going in to my degree year.
Now, i just got back my semester II results, Results for Accountings II, English II, Maths II, Economics II.
As follows :
Accounting II : B
English for Tertiary Studies II : B
Economics II : B
Mathematics II : F
FUCK F AGAIN. NO MATTER HOW MUCH I STUDY THIS FUCKIN MATHS, I JUST FAIL. FUCK IT. seriously, hope is diminishing and i can slowly see what's ahead of my future, i still have a chance of a resit paper for maths II, but if i fail it again, i'm so fucked and there goes my future.
Not only i have to wait for my Mathematics I resit result to be announced, but also to worry for my Mathematics II resit paper.
HELP ME. WHY IS MATHS JUST SO HARD. i spent almost 3/4 of my time studying maths, and just 1/4 of it studying and preparing economics, english and accounts, and this is what i got.
No more hope and morale left.
Hurts me to disappoint my mum any further, i broke the news of my lousy maths I resit paper, and she still gave me encouragement and support to re-module, what about my maths II now? sigh. First time feeling so down, and it isn't as if i just neglected my maths revision and took the exam.
gone.
Jovi back to the past 7:49 PM
