Friday, April 14, 2006
Just spent a night in hebe's house, thinking over things and feeling rather unsual and just "not-myself" mood.
Bro gab asked me to head down to double'o to join him to party since friday is a good friday holiday, but i turned him down as promised that i'll accompany her for the day. Have to really stop clubbing and going out from sat onwards and concentrate on studies.
So today, i'm kinda in a dilema, as a friend of mine has been asking me out since 3weeks again and i was always busy. But yesterday i told her that i'll be free today. Just then, when i got online, another friend of mine msged me "It's my birthday today, and wanna go rush?"
Now, i'm like stuck between 3 choices LOL. Either to go rush, double'o or to stay at home -__-
Man, been feeling alot of pressure and stress these days, not sure whether it's exam stress or what. Might been thinking too much, but i just couldn't relax myself and sleep properly. It's hard for me to choose between friends and sometimes hard for me to like go for 2 groups or ask them to mix together and chill out. So, i often have to choose 1 group or an individual over another. urgh, i hate this man.
This sucks.
And it always happen, just when you need a friend or company, you'll tend to get a cold shoulder from friends. But when you need to be alone or to handle stress, different groups will approach you -_-.
Better off dead. =/
Jovi back to the past 6:18 PM
